Now persistence is most certainly a quality that I have in spadefuls; but it’s difficult to know when one is being obstinate and when one is simply being determined.
I follow through on many an idea until what I believe is, it’s logical conclusion. This is obsessional but if I didn’t pursue things to that degree then I would give up very soon.
On the times where I did give up shortly after starting, I do wonder what would have happened. The result however is the same regardless of the duration of the pursuit. I know lots about something or someone but everyone else is oblivious as usual.
The lack of interest by the world at large makes you think you are doing something wrong. You can never figure out what it is despite the examinations and your just left in a quandary. It’s quite deflating to constantly put in all this effort, to have all these grand plans and for them to never reach fruition.
Without feedback you are stuck in a loop that never ends no matter how much you try to escape. That’s why I need the help of the community so much.
With hopeful expectations of brighter things to come.
Angeliki (a Greek version of my name)
I just thought that since I have recently started my second blog; I would do things differently on this one. Therefore I’m going to ask if there is anything that my readers would like me to write about. I want to hear your opinions on what you like/dislike and how I can improve. As regards contact how do you want this to happen and in what way? I’ve never had much success with blogging even though I’ve done it for quite a while now. I write because I need to share my thoughts and feelings with others. It’s therapeutic for me and hopefully it helps others who experience the same issues that I have. Would the audience like more frequent posts, a variety of posts? I stopped writing on here for a while to focus on other areas of my life but now I’m back. It’s good to build connections but they have to be worthwhile otherwise they just drain you. It’s very difficult being me but I try my best as that’s all a person can do at the end of the day. Comment, email, like, share whatever you prefer.
When you start delving into languages and linguistics you find that each language has its specific sounds. This means that it can be extraordinarily difficult to lose your native accent or to perfect a second language etc. This shouldn’t worry you too much if you have tried your best. It can in fact be a very attractive feature and one that sets you apart. Secure people like something that makes them different like a usp in products. However if there insecure they will seek to eliminate this facet of themselves and want to blend in completely.
One shouldn’t hide from their native accent or language. Many people sound completely different when they are speaking the languages that they know. This reflects there personality but also the experiences they have had when using that language. It showcases the values and attitudes of a culture too. Which is why people can act in a completely different manner depending on which way of life is currently in control. I have seen it happen and it’s fascinating to behold. If you haven’t come across this yet, there are polyglots who do exaggerated versions on YouTube. Or for more realistic versions check out videos where the person is teaching in one language and explaining in another. If your lucky, this might allow you to observe when they know English to fluency but it’s not their native language.
Certain sounds are easier to replicate than others hence junta is difficult because although it originates from Spain there is no j sound there. In other languages that also possess no j like Greek it becomes unta as there is nothing like that word. It also describes a dark period in recent history that nobody wishes to talk about which may also have something to do with its mispronunciation.